Saturday, August 02, 2008

the irony of life is that
you'd never get out of it alive.


met up with karen today for dinner and to talk about the future. nope, not to the fortune-teller. just another once-in-awhile talk to consolidate and update each other again on what we want to path out for ourselves in time to come. she's leaving for bintan at the end of the year for some photography field trip and yeeting's flying off to japan on 30sept for her study trip and siti's starting school at lasalle next monday! though it isn't happening to myself but knowing such stuff in this period of books-after-timed-prac-after-revision, do really make me feel happy for them. its comforting to know that everyone is working hard and a step closer to what they really love doing. goodluck peeps!(: SIJIN LETS WORK HARD FOR PRELIMS AND ALEVELS. GOODLUCK.

and yesterday, most of us went for the tourism academy openhouse @ sentosa. well, seriously speaking it does really interests me a lot because its touching on the stuff where my interests lie but i know myself that its gonna be a hard time talking through it with my momo. just hope i wouldn't end up squabbling with her again, it has always happen when im about to move on to the next phase of education. whatever, its not the time to think about all these. its not like that 8-month-long holiday is too short to think about this.

yesterday was practically a fine and happy day. going to sentosa after school in school uniform, making jokes out of everything we see; getting to see you-know-who at sentosa! (hahaha) and most importantly!!!!!!! to end off the long day, i met jt at her voiddeck to pass her sweets and more sweets and timtam that i gotten for her belated present. im sorry for the very last minute gift but since your school's starting soon again and im kinda busy with all the school stuff recently so i couldnt get a proper one for you this year. hope those food would be just nice for the pig this year. though it had only been for half an hour but it was really a nice and long-awaited talk. a pity i had school the next day else it could have been longer. all the best for your uni days love! (:

and yes. dont you think this entry somehow carries a serious tone behind it. no, im not talking infront of my lappy. i wanted to talk about something that karen was telling me about her photography thingy, about how a picture couid actually tell a story. like how does this object associated to the message you want to convey, why is it taken at this angle, how much of the object is exposed? is it everything? half? a quarter? why is it so? really, i didnt know that photography tells so much. now i really must salute to mscaseygoh, she had really taken very nice candid shots of our class birdday. though its partly due to that gigantic camera she was using but she has to know how to use it to produce the nice photos isnt it?

weekend gp homework requires us to do an essay which has one of the titles as "how important is thinking?" i feel its a challenging question but i just like doing general questions. im just so sick in the mind.

sometimes, i wonder if im digging my own grave during exams by doing so, like letting my heart take over my head. its not only in this but also in making important decisions that may twist my life around. but one thing i always believe is that once you make tht decision, dont look back on it anymore because if you do, you tend to regret it eventually and make yourself miserable.

so in that case, why even bother to look back in the first place?



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im sure the birdday girl is just shy. (:

12:24 AM